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i didnt like blog yesterday. blah ! no time barhs ! yeah . hmm, well, school today was rather tiring ! yeah . had PE this morning ! and we have a new student ! :D catherine ! from primary school one ! yeah , dont really know her la . just went up and say hi ! :D i'm nice okay ! bleh ! well , then, lessons were okay ba ,yeah. felt moody AGAIN ! bahh. dunno why . then slept during chinese and kanna caught . bleh. but didnt ger scolded la, just asked to wake up. heh. then had o lvls LC today and we got chased out of sch ! BUT THEN, we had drama elect. and the teachers DONT believe, idiot can ! BAHH ! then, ms wong came to the rescue ! haha ! she told them and we COULD continue ! (: yes. kinda fun la today. warmup were games. played it long time ago. super fun! :D then did some storyboard thingy lor. yeah . gotta do ONE person hot-seat next week. oh man , i DONT like hot-seat ! blah ! hmmm, oh yeah . then went to 7 11 with shaz, des, mel w and syaza, yeah. gonna confrence tonight. yupp .
about yesterday.. had cell breakfast at tanglin macs . only lydia n vann ate . cos quite last min barh . yeah . so me , nicole n ulin didnt eat . we just sat there and WATCH . heh . and vann had to do back up . so we didnt reall eat lor . yeah . well, i thought that youth service yesterday was GREAT ! (: yeah, deb came . and she liked it. but was rather shy la . nvm de la . LOL . YEAH. anyways , pastor ronald preached . i sort of did some reflection about it la. we serve GOD cos we WANT TO serve or cos we HAVE to serve ? that ponder in my heart. and also , even if we're not serving, do we really love GOD ? how much do we even love GOD ? i've been pondering about that question and i still dont really have an answer can ? yeah . oh man . i gotta ask God about that . yupp. but to me, from what i'm doing , i dont think i'm loving God as much as i'm suppose to . for example , like when i'm tired from school and all that, i spend less time praying and doing QT . is that showing that i love God ? obvious ans is no la. yeah. well , had altar call , went up. i feel really distant from God. i try my every best to try stay close to him but i still am distant. bahh . i need someone to help me ! with my walk with God ! yeah . oh yes, during altar call , vann came to pray for me. and you know what ? something she said sort of got an impact on me . i have the talent to sing. like her. and why arent i using it ? to serve God in camy ? the more i think of it , the more i think , why not ? why shouldnt i ? the only problem that MAY be blocking is that cos of my studies. that's what my mum said. gao hao my studies first than cam join but it's my choice not my mum, unless she really is against it than i have NOTHING to say. yeah.
